When it happens: it will be good. When it’s time: it will be great. Until then, rest and feel. Allow yourself comfort in the knowledge you have survived this far. You have fought like hell to get here. You have survived a dense forest of thorns and a choppy ocean of waves.
Stop allowing yourself to be used up. Stop allowing others to drain the affection from you to pour into other people later. Allow your relationships to have a heavy balance.
When the time comes it shall be as Temperance. Pouring steadily and equally between two cups.